Ushering into 2008 is rather unwelcoming for me.

A year have passed, but nothing much have change, resolutions not met.

Hopes flushes down, not much of a fantastic year for me actually.

And into the last week of the year, it's the worse ever week i should say.

I feel stressful for whatever the reason which i'm not sure of.

I did not get to go for at least one holiday this year.

I did not get pregnant

I did not lose weight

Why cant i just swipe out that credit card and book a holiday for 2?

Why cant a millions of sperm that swims in just couldnt make its way to meet the egg?

Why cant i lose weight and eat anything i like?

why why why

I think i'm losing it already.Hmmmmmmm

Great, my plans to celebrate new year's eve is to watch TV, cable's showing a back to back marathon of X Men.

I just want a quiet jump start for the brand new year, not much like the previous years.

And oh please, no resolutions.