Slap me for having said that last year was the worst year of my life.

For, what is happening now is the worst thing any daughter is to go through.

To know the mother that you always fall back on might be leaving you sooner than u thought.

The news was unacceptable, devastating, sad, very sad and lastly not expected.

How, why? is all in my mind right now.

I just want the best for her, though it means only a few months, i wanna make sure it feels like years to me and her.

Insya-Allah.

For my mother who is battling colon cancer, i hope you will have all the strength and enough courage to go through all this.

Saddest part is we have yet to tell her and i feel like not telling her at all.

How am i suppose to do that?