Its wednesday, at home now. been sometime since i cuddle up in front of my PC and tried to ease my mind while blogging. for the record here, i am on mc today. Migraine's been acting up. it supposedly left long time ago. I had to lie on the bed in complete darkness for at least few hrs for it to subside.That was yesterday. Feeling better today except for mild grogyness.

Anyway, mum's condition is weaker since my last entry. Her chemo have stop for almost a month already as her kidney lack of water. And when the kidney is not healthy, one cannot do chemo.
She's been hospitalised almost weekly for the past at least 3 weeks. There was no improvement of the cancer cells since her last scan.
She's also been throwing up a lot the other time and at the moment not allowed to consume solid food.
Its been 6 months since her diagnosis and she's still holding on.
Insya-Allah she will just get better soon.

Looking at another direction, my yearly contract at work has just recently been renewed for another year. But no complains, at least an increment is good enough. But there was some news which comes with the increment, which until now i am whispering to myself if i'm capable of doing it.

Cuz the last time i remembered, after i got the 'additional responsibilities', i quitted. I quitted from a job that i tght i will be stuck for the rest of my life there. Hahhah...so this time i gotta be careful and be wiser. We'll c how things turn out in the next few months.

Life hasnt been easy like before but not hard as others. I have to bear that in mind.