i'm lovin the idea that i'm leaving this place sooner than i thought. But seriosly it scared the hell-out-of me that i'm making this decision.

what decisions??

one > to resign from my JOB
two> to earn a living so far from home > LONDON actually [Best kan!!??- Insya-Allah terkabur]
three> my house SOLD!

of coz i have no problem fulfiling the first one. ambik kau!

But the second was a difficult one actually. To leave Mak who's not in perfect health now ...but i know that she's be in good hands though i am not around plus it will be a trial first for a few months to see if we can get use to life there.

Mom condition is stable i must say. She's not improving but still maintaining. She has stop chemo for a few weeks due to lack of water.
She's in the hospital now as there was some in inconsistency in her heart beat. Still waiting for the cardiologist to monitor her condition.

It's been coming to 8 months since she has been diagnosed Contrary to what we were told intially that she had 3 months only,
i pray all the time seeking for strength for her to go through it. Though things are progressing slow, it's not bad either.

Moving on...we have managed to sell off our flat just last week! Once our first appointment is fixed, we can proceed to book our tixs and plan the next phrase of our lives. Things are slighlty better between me and him.

Alhamdulillah, i'm taking it one at a time and treat it as a part and parcel of marriage.

There's just so much to write here but guess i dont have the time and inspiration yet.

I'll drop by again soon though :)